SOME HARD TRUTH

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 The Definition of Recovery according to the Miriam webster dictionary is

: the act of regaining or returning toward a normal or healthy state

I believe in returning to healthy, but not always normal.  I feel this will be a discussion for another time.

I am very passionate about recovery programs.  Whether it be from physical to psychological programs.  It's not always easy, but with time they worked for me. 

It was in the 90's when I had my first major breakdown.  Married with two kids.  I spent five days in hospital. I was discharged home with medication.  The doctor recommended my s\o at the time and I get counseling, because there was tension in our marriage and he thought that was more the problem.

The recovery here was realizing my s/o wasn't 100% my partner, as I was the only one who went to counseling.  I learned that I had to take care of myself and my children first.

In later segments I will talk about my recovery from an actual psychiatric diagnosis, being affected by addiction and all the positives that lead to recovering from breast cancer.

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